Hey Aditi I think I kinda lost my composure on the call and I was being utterly weird and little disrespectful, thanks for handling it so well and listening to me. I’m sorry for behaving like that. For what it’s worth, I don’t know what the future’s gonna be, but…

19th July 2021 5:36 For a long time, I’ve wished for someone to be in my life and finally someone is. From what I’ve heard, my dad’s mother forced him to buy a house at our native and his whole life he was stuck in that place, with jobs at remote…

Of course I like you, I like how your lips curl when you smile a little, I like how you giggle in that voice when you try to disguise a laugh, I like your eye lashes, I like your soft hands, holding them, I like how easily I can tell…

5th Dec 21 Sunday I saw her status couple weeks back, she’s getting engaged, I guess the date is 15th Dec 21. To be honest I did think of this in the past, that something like this may happen and I always expected that I would panic or suffocate when…

11th May 21 I recently started smoking,… anyway I tried to keep it to one a day, but i don’t know I expected a little buzz, lightness and it did some days but more than that I felt really really sad most of the times I smoked, I don’t know…

13th April 21 I truly desperately miss her, and I really beg with each passing moment to see her once. …

27th Nov 2020 7:40PM Been sometime since I made an entry and I don’t see any point either, I mean who cares if this will be my last entry, right? 2nd Oct 2020 is the date I finally had sex, I don’t know, it’s just that I just wanted it…

24th Aug 20 Mon 7:23AM It was one of those nights, I saw her in my dreams again and woke up around 4AM sitting, thinking, but that’s not the point. …

*persian — in the silence of love 6th May 2020 Wednesday 7:36AM And I had a weird dream last night, it was her wedding and I was there. It was a really sad feeling, are we supposed to have feelings in our dreams? I don’t know I don’t usually have…