11th May 21 I recently started smoking,… anyway I tried to keep it to one a day, but i don’t know I expected a little buzz, lightness and it did some days but more than that I felt really really sad most of the times I smoked, I don’t know…

13th April 21 I truly desperately miss her, and I really beg with each passing moment to see her once. …

27th Nov 2020 7:40PM Been sometime since I made an entry and I don’t see any point either, I mean who cares if this will be my last entry, right? 2nd Oct 2020 is the date I finally had sex, I don’t know, it’s just that I just wanted it…

24th Aug 20 Mon 7:23AM It was one of those nights, I saw her in my dreams again and woke up around 4AM sitting, thinking, but that’s not the point. …

*persian — in the silence of love 6th May 2020 Wednesday 7:36AM And I had a weird dream last night, it was her wedding and I was there. It was a really sad feeling, are we supposed to have feelings in our dreams? I don’t know I don’t usually have…

26th April 2020 Sunday (title from seven years in tibet) I really really don’t wanna loose her, you know how in a regular day a person has these little empty moments, in between things, for me all these little spaces are filled with thoughts of her ‘‘what if I say…

22nd Feb 20 I was thinking she must have gone to native and I will get to see her only after holi vacation which is pretty long time but then today morning she came to office. …

(It’s just a random comment I read on youtube which made so much sense, would appreciate if someone can help credit the author? ) 9 months before you were born, you were just a thought, you were just a red line on a pregnancy test. Later, once your parents found…

25th Feb 2020 Tuesday 1:43AM (an unusually descriptive story and out of chronological order, should have placed before Kaonashi) It was 17th Feb(Monday morning) I was travelling from home to Bangalore. It’s an 8 hours bus journey from there to Delhi and then flight from Delhi to Bengaluru. I started…