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Natsuhiboshi
1 min readSep 11, 2022

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Hey Aditi

I think I kinda lost my composure on the call and I was being utterly weird and little disrespectful, thanks for handling it so well and listening to me. I’m sorry for behaving like that.

For what it’s worth, I don’t know what the future’s gonna be, but I do cherish the moments we had, you were my first kiss, my first partner after all, I will always have that special feeling for you no matter what. It’s okay if you want to explore, and you definitely should and do lots of travel and bike rides and please don’t ever feel bad about any of it, you did always tell me things very clearly from the start and were always honest.

This is not a goodbye, I would still like to stay in touch if it’s okay with you, as a friend or don’t know because I still need little more time to process it, please. Oh and I will text the letter I wrote back because I do want you read it and pretend I don’t care “so please don’t read it”.

To be honest I’m still thinking about booking the next flight and see you and desperately try nd amend everything back, but I will try and respect your choices, even if they include pushing me away.

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Natsuhiboshi
Natsuhiboshi

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Lost dreams, shattered hearts, broken soul

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