drunk entry

do you know how it feels to loose a parent, if you did i know you would relate, that utter disgust of a feeling, that helpless nickering pain that you couldn’t even swallow and the wretched senseless world and all the hate and anger, and the words don’t even begin to cut it, heck even writing of it feels so pathetic, but here it is

if you see someone being friendly and helpful and calm, because they have seen the worst of it,
loosing you made me feel like it, the chaos in my head

9 Dec 2022