Only if I can explain it
14th January 2019 Monday
You have no idea how bad it feels after doing that. It’s like in that instance this feeling floods in, why am I even living without her and how screwed up my life is without her
Only if I can explain it somehow…
I don’t see her in that physical way or want that sort of relation, I just really really like her, I don’t know why or what’s wrong with me. It’s like I have been waiting my entire life for her and when she’s finally here I have lost her
I just want to see her one more time, tell her that I will always be there for her, waiting till the end of times. For her, I would happily walk into fire, drown into sea, jump off the cliff, with no expectations in return, anyway, without her this life is lifeless.
I know I am not gonna feel like this always but I do feel like this at the moment.
I really miss her
